I wish my brain would help me out a little bit when it comes to sleeping without anyone in the room. You'd figure if I were eighteen (going on nineteen) I would be a little bit more mature when it comes to my sleeping habits. Nope, still have the same mentality I had since I was a little girl. Can't sleep without Jeremy in the room. Makes me feel safe and comfortable. I pass out within minutes. I just tried to go to sleep at 11PM and woke up at 12:30AM. Woke up with hot flashes from hayl. Fell asleep at 1AM and woke up minutes ago. Can't sleep without him. I get scared. Of what, you might ask? Lots of things. Monsters and other stupid stuff my grown ass shouldn't be thinking about. I used to be able to asleep alone for a few years, but when I met Jeremy, the immaturity really came out in me. He's still helping his dad at the moment and I can't go in there to ask him to come back here to help me get back to sleep cause I'm done trying to explain shit to that sturbborn ass man. It's useless and there's no point in trying to reason with him. I just want sleep.
But on a rare happy note,
I get to go see my family and friends in Columbia tomorrow (technically today xD).
It will help me get away from the oven and his dad and step mom for a while.
I get snowballs. xD
And it distracts me from the fact that there is a high chance I'm giving birth to my first baby next month.
Latahz.
But on a rare happy note,
I get to go see my family and friends in Columbia tomorrow (technically today xD).
It will help me get away from the oven and his dad and step mom for a while.
I get snowballs. xD
And it distracts me from the fact that there is a high chance I'm giving birth to my first baby next month.
Latahz.
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