Havent blogged in so freaking long it's not even funny. Oh, well. It's not like anybody reads this shit anways. xD But I shall give a quick summary of what has happened since my last one.
Welp.
I'm pregnant now. xD 7 months, 3 weeks. And with a boy :D I'm in my second semester of college, taking online classes at a community college. I live with my boyfriend, his dad, and his step mom about an hour and 45 minutes away from my mom. I miss her bunches but Jeremy thinks that it's better for the baby to live in this environment. I have no current job and neither does he but we're struggling at the moment to get a vehicle because it's impossible to live 15-20 minutes away from anything to be able to get a job without one. Jeremy is the guy I mentioned in my first blog and I have accomplished making that retard mine. ;D But I am preggasaurus-rex now and it is bittersweet for me because of the circumstances and consequences that come with having a baby. I wanted to share some of this to vent.
(1.) I live in a trailer with no surrounding trees which means my end of the trailer is like a fucking oven. Especially when she who is naturally freezing all the time has the heater on constantly. I'm pregnant and have elevated blood pressure and hot flashes from hayl. So, shit sucks when you wake up from little sleep (forcefully) because your tongue is swollen, mouth is dry, and you've lost the ability to sweat because you're so dehydrated from the heat and dry air. I basically almost never have any control over the air and can't bring my air unit and pay Jeremy's dad to let me breathe comfortably in my room during my pregnancy for no reason. -__- He's a stubborn son'bish.
(2.) Jeremy and I fight or argue constantly now. Almost every time we have any free time together and I finally exploded the other night while crying during telling him this. It's usually about the reasons I really dislike it here or the lack of optimism in people. I've been with Jeremy for almost two years and we're never seperated. Constantly always together but lately I only get to see him for about 30 minutes out of the day cause he's always with his dad helping him with his recently found internet business to get rich quick. xD
(3.) I'm always hungry. It sucks when you have no money to buy your own food when you're extremely picky and your household runs out of food stamps the second they get them to buy a lot of shit you don't eat and then, later, you have nothing to eat when you have to wait for the food stamps to start over.
I'll name some more reasons of why I hate it here later when people aren't awake and could see the shit I'm writing and take offense to it. xD
But for me to be happy,
I need to be fed,
I need to be entertained,
I need to be productive,
I need social activity,
and I need variety.
Which, those things are extremely hard to come across here. >.< Except for when Ralph was here. Ralph is me and Jeremy's friend along with Chris'. Chris is Jeremy's brother who is still here but shall be leaving Saturday when we both leave for Columbia for a visit to see my momma :D But I shall update this later, when I have the strength, focus, and nobody's around. :D
Welp.
I'm pregnant now. xD 7 months, 3 weeks. And with a boy :D I'm in my second semester of college, taking online classes at a community college. I live with my boyfriend, his dad, and his step mom about an hour and 45 minutes away from my mom. I miss her bunches but Jeremy thinks that it's better for the baby to live in this environment. I have no current job and neither does he but we're struggling at the moment to get a vehicle because it's impossible to live 15-20 minutes away from anything to be able to get a job without one. Jeremy is the guy I mentioned in my first blog and I have accomplished making that retard mine. ;D But I am preggasaurus-rex now and it is bittersweet for me because of the circumstances and consequences that come with having a baby. I wanted to share some of this to vent.
(1.) I live in a trailer with no surrounding trees which means my end of the trailer is like a fucking oven. Especially when she who is naturally freezing all the time has the heater on constantly. I'm pregnant and have elevated blood pressure and hot flashes from hayl. So, shit sucks when you wake up from little sleep (forcefully) because your tongue is swollen, mouth is dry, and you've lost the ability to sweat because you're so dehydrated from the heat and dry air. I basically almost never have any control over the air and can't bring my air unit and pay Jeremy's dad to let me breathe comfortably in my room during my pregnancy for no reason. -__- He's a stubborn son'bish.
(2.) Jeremy and I fight or argue constantly now. Almost every time we have any free time together and I finally exploded the other night while crying during telling him this. It's usually about the reasons I really dislike it here or the lack of optimism in people. I've been with Jeremy for almost two years and we're never seperated. Constantly always together but lately I only get to see him for about 30 minutes out of the day cause he's always with his dad helping him with his recently found internet business to get rich quick. xD
(3.) I'm always hungry. It sucks when you have no money to buy your own food when you're extremely picky and your household runs out of food stamps the second they get them to buy a lot of shit you don't eat and then, later, you have nothing to eat when you have to wait for the food stamps to start over.
I'll name some more reasons of why I hate it here later when people aren't awake and could see the shit I'm writing and take offense to it. xD
But for me to be happy,
I need to be fed,
I need to be entertained,
I need to be productive,
I need social activity,
and I need variety.
Which, those things are extremely hard to come across here. >.< Except for when Ralph was here. Ralph is me and Jeremy's friend along with Chris'. Chris is Jeremy's brother who is still here but shall be leaving Saturday when we both leave for Columbia for a visit to see my momma :D But I shall update this later, when I have the strength, focus, and nobody's around. :D
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